Let Me Now Be A Normal Human: This Is ADMI ft Papa Billions

In this raw and unfiltered episode of This Is ADMI, Papa Billions opens up about the moment everything changed. What started as a casual session with friends turned into a frightening encounter with a rare strain of medicated weed—one that triggered a seizure in his friend and a terrifying hallucination he can only describe as “seeing Diablo.” This experience pushed him into a spiral of anxiety, fear, and disconnection from reality. He was suspended from school multiple times, failed out of three different institutions, and had to restart high school under a new name just to survive the shame. For seven years, he drifted in and out of systems that didn’t understand what he was going through. But somewhere in the mess, he started to hear something different—a sound. Not in his head, but in the church, where he began to learn sound engineering and eventually found healing in purpose. This is a story about losing your way and finding a new one. About drug-induced psychosis, school rejection, hidden identity, and the slow but steady rise to clarity. It’s about Papa Center, a safe space that showed him what support can feel like. It’s about using what broke you to build something better—for yourself and for others. Whether you’ve struggled with addiction, know someone who has, or just want to hear what real change looks like, this story will move you. Papa Billions is not here to impress you. He’s here to tell the truth. Watch, learn, and get inspired. This is not just school. This is ADMI.